Here it is. I'm 30 years old. I have been with my husband since the age of 17. We have 3 children our oldest will be 13 this year. I have always been attracted to women. Most of my sexual experiences in my younger years before my husband were under the influence. I am now realizing I think I would actually prefer women. I've never been with a woman , dont know how to go about my curiosity. I love him but it's becoming a familoarality thing. Complacent if you will. The sex is not satisfying because I would rather be with a woman. Any advice out there ? Thanks
Welcome, Jck. An excellent place to start is by reading "Ask Joanne" founder Joanne Fleischer's "Living Two Lives: Married to a Man & In Love with a Woman". It is a sensitive and thorough book that has helped countless women facing this issue:
Thank you for the reference. I will most definitely check it out. I also have 3 children with him which would be hard. I have to read this book and sort my stuff out because it is not fair to anyone staying in a situation I'm not completely satisfied with.